101st Post...

Well I knew I was getting close to having 100 posts. So I decided to check it out today and low and behold - today is my 101st If I remember correctly a lot of people do 100 things about them self when they get there. So in keeping with that - I am going to do this today - 101 things about me. I do have to say I am thrilled there is an auto-save feature because of my computer not working right. At this point I am able to get it up and going for about 20 minutes at a time - so I get 2o minutes at a time to work!

Now onto the 101 things about me....

001. I am 5 feet and 5 inches tall
002. I have blue eyes
003. I have brown hair
004. I have natural curly hair
005. I was born a Blondie
006. I love to write
007. I love being a mom
008. I love to read
009. I can not draw
010. I love taking photographs
011. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
012. I am expecting my first baby girl in December
013. My favorite number is 13
014. I have two boys
015. I am currently going through a divorce
016. I am bipolar
017. I love to sing
018. I am in the process of growing and don't know where I will end
019. I am a type B personality with type A tendencies
020. I have struggled with finding people who support me and my bipolar disorder
021. I do not enjoy laundry
022. I do not like listening to whining
023. I believe in God
024. Miracles seem to happen when I am faltering in faith the most
025. I have been struggling financially for over a year now
026. I have Factor V Leiden clotting issue
027. I struggle with communicating
028. Some of my best friends I have met online
029. I live in a two bedroom apartment
030. My bipolar gets worse when death in the family occurs
031. I wear my heart on my sleeve
032. I like snow for about a week
033. I grew up in a middle class family
034. I graduate from an alternative school after dropping out of high school
035. I enjoy working out
036. I love Reuben sandwiches
037. My favorite color is green
038. I have had morning/all day sickness with all three pregnancies
039. I love going to Disney World
040. My favorite song is "Better than Life"
041. My favorite dessert is lemon meringue pie
042. My favorite sound is water sounds; rain, waterfalls, oceans, etc.
043. My favorite place is Hawaii
044. My favorite fast food is Arby's
045. My favorite sit down restaurant is Johnny's Carino's
046. I talk on the phone to much
047. I have huge trust issues
048. I get jealous of people at times
049. I could eat spinach dip daily
050. I am 32 years old
051. I have a birthday in February and hated it (cause of winter)
052. All my children have winter birthdays
053. I have one niece
054. I have one brother
055. I have one sister
056. I give to people even after being hurt by them
057. I need more patience for my children
058. I am a huge pushover
059. I am learning to grow a backbone
060. The main thing I drink is water
061. I want to run in a race next year
062. I enjoy kid movies
063. I want to get back to going to church
064. I struggle with eating meat (if I think about the animal)
065. I am not very good at math
066. I have a mother-hen nature about me
067. I am very passionate about mental health and what goes on with it (especially when it comes to insurance issues)
068. I want to go back to school but I am not 100% sure for what
069. I have been a smoker in the past
070. I like wine
071. I want to learn how to do some ballroom dances
072. I am not happy with my current weight (prior to pregnancy)
073. I actually for the 1st time know what it means to be happy; even though depressed
074. I used to be a soap opera junky but haven't watched in about 3 years now
075. I have been in a mental health hospital 2 times
076. It has taken me 32 years to realize I don't really enjoy holidays, birthdays, anniversaries or anything that needs to be celebrated due to disappointment
077. I am learning how to love my enemies and it isn't easy
078. I can be an emotional eater
079. I don't mind going to the dentist
080. I am very stubborn when I get my mind set on something
081. I can be over zealous when manic
082. I cry a lot when depressed
083. I am very irritable when manic
084. I have no energy when depressed
085. I seek out approval from others when I should only be seeking from God
086. I have made it on my own for the last 15 months without financial help from the "dad's"
087. I am not a huge fan of pork because of the salt content
088. I have a blue 1998 Saturn SL1
089. I enjoy playing games with the boys
090. I am learning how to cut toxic people from my life
091. I am still working through childhood issues
092. I am a sinner
093. I enjoy watching sports; football, hockey, baseball, etc.
094. I have had 5 blogs since 2004
095. My favorite flower is the purple tulip
096. I hate shopping and do as much online as possible
097. I miss Jack when he is gone (that is a good thing for me)
098. I love vegetables
099. My favorite candy is Reese's peanut butter cups
100. My favorite meal growing up was pot roast, potatoes and carrots
101. I have learned it is important to like/love who I am the way I am; I can always improve myself but I have to be happy with what spot I am at in life.