Life and Death...

Last week my girlfriend lost her mom. She was a very young woman. She was beautiful. She was my friends best friend.

I do not have that relationship with my mom. A lot of girls/women have a great relationship with their mom. Share the ups and downs of life. Shop together or ask each others opinions. I never had that with my mom.

I am pregnant right now with a little girl. I think about the relationships I know when it comes to mother/daughter and I want mine to be one like I didn't have.

I know I did add to what was not but the funny thing is my sister doesn't have it with my mom either. So was it all my sister and me who caused the lack of relationship or did it have to do with my mom as well?

I am going to strive to have a good relationship with my daughter. I know I can be a good mom.